I had the Fear of Losing you and I am Losing You

I couldn't say, "I love you!"

My heart is now sure

that no one can 

take her place in it.

 It imagines her 

being in its centre 

even after 100 years.

Yes, for thousand times, 

I've imagined her being my breath 

for whom I respire.

My ears
hear her voice
in the air.

These eyes look at a far distance 

they see her
coming closer and closer; 

when she passes by me,

she disguises

 as someone else.

My arms hug her every night

and throw the pillow away 

in the morning. 

I couldn't confess my love. 

I often wonder, 

"Did she ever love me?"

Please 'Gauthali!'

I had the fear of losing you 

and I am losing you;_

_if you love me, just tell me, 

I will jump over the sky 

and bring all the happiness in my soul_

_and will make you feel 

I was the only deserving shoulder 

on whom you could rely on.

@Suman Bhattarai